11.21.2009

Rejection

I feel it, all around, from nearly everyone.

I just want to spend time with my friends.

This is hard. My life is hard. And I just want to give up.

I feel like everyone is rejecting me, though, most likely, they aren't doing it purposefully. It hurts.

This root is deep. Going back years, years of torment.

I don't understand.

I always try to remember a line from a song... "There's a whisper in my ear, the voice of loneliness and fear, and I say 'Devil, disapper!'"

But it's hard to quiet this voice; especially, when it sounds like the truth.

11.17.2009

Mystery Google

www.mysterygoogle.com

Mystery Google challenged me:

today, i challenge you to tell the truth, tell the person you like you like them, and go for something you normally wouldn\'t. type accept into mystery google if you\'ll do the mission, thanks and goodluck:]

We'll see if I accept this challenge.


Edit:
I did another search, and got the same challenge again.